I am posting this so that no one thinks I've gotten frustrated and quit or something like that. For some time I have been dealing with some depression and anxiety issues, and for a shorter time I've been not dealing with said issues. I love CLOK more than any MUD I've played, but I've been using it as a way to avoid those things in my life I really need to be working on, and getting help with, and I'm not OK with that. I'm not saying I'll never be on again, but i think i need to take a bit of time away, and when I do come back more often, I really have to be careful that it doesn't become the avoidance mechanism it has been in recent months.
I hope you all have fun with out me. Granny Sarint, Viridiana, Maric and my lesser used alts will miss you all, and hope to be back soon.
going to be on a lot less for a while.
going to be on a lot less for a while.
"I don't think we're ever going to find out what is going on with these canim, where are they coming from?!"
Kent arrives from the southeast.
Kent hugs you.
say um
You say, "Um."
a Mistral Lake sentry arrives from the east, armor clanking.
Kent heads north.
Kent arrives from the southeast.
Kent hugs you.
say um
You say, "Um."
a Mistral Lake sentry arrives from the east, armor clanking.
Kent heads north.
Re: going to be on a lot less for a while.
That's certainly understandable.
A few of us can sympathize and applaud you for wanting to take the time to do what you need to do to improve yourself outside of a game.
Your colorful characters will certainly be missed.
A few of us can sympathize and applaud you for wanting to take the time to do what you need to do to improve yourself outside of a game.
Your colorful characters will certainly be missed.
CHAT - Sir Alexander Candelori: Truly a man is an abomination that does not dip his french fries into his chocolate frosty.
Bryce flatly says, "Just fair warning: If one of those things webs me, I'm going to scream like a girl."
Bryce flatly says, "Just fair warning: If one of those things webs me, I'm going to scream like a girl."
Re: going to be on a lot less for a while.
you most definitely will be missed. i am happy that you can recognize that you need time away though. Things will be a lot more quiet without your characters but you are more important than any of that. Take care and hopefully we'll talk with you soon.
Re: going to be on a lot less for a while.
That sounds a lot like what I was saying earlier, so I totally get it. Take care of yourself first.
You overhear the following rumor:
"I saw one of those Shadgard folk come barging into Grif's and shoot one of the patrons on the spot. Shadgard must be a pretty rough place with such outlaws running rampant."
"I saw one of those Shadgard folk come barging into Grif's and shoot one of the patrons on the spot. Shadgard must be a pretty rough place with such outlaws running rampant."
Re: going to be on a lot less for a while.
Be freeeeee, free like a bird ... but come back soon. I need Viridiana for stuff.
I'm not helping, am I?
I'm not helping, am I?
The lore compels me!
Re: going to be on a lot less for a while.
You're really not, though if you really need her for something, you can contact me, and we can get it done.
"I don't think we're ever going to find out what is going on with these canim, where are they coming from?!"
Kent arrives from the southeast.
Kent hugs you.
say um
You say, "Um."
a Mistral Lake sentry arrives from the east, armor clanking.
Kent heads north.
Kent arrives from the southeast.
Kent hugs you.
say um
You say, "Um."
a Mistral Lake sentry arrives from the east, armor clanking.
Kent heads north.
Re: going to be on a lot less for a while.
Hey man. i heard i missed you yesterday when I was out. hope all is well.